UPDATE!!!!!

Well things have been pretty busy over the last few weeks. I am ENGAGED. Yes, you heard me right. My best friend and I are going to be together forever. (Tim McGraw's MY BEST FRIEND)We both want a long engagement so don't you all go jumping too high yet. We have alot of things to figure out, but the relief to know that I am going to be marrying the most amazing person on the planet is to me, like winning the lottery. Not many find their true soul mates, but I was lucky and we both know how there was alot of outside interceptions in how we got together, so I sure as hell aint letting him get away.

Both my boys love him, my family loves him, and I hope that his family will accept me with open arms like my family has for him (I am not thinking that will be a problem).

However, I still miss him alot, and he has only been gone for a few hours. Its so hard to let the one you love go, but I understand that we have to. Things HAVE TO, and WILL work out for us.

Life will get better. My son will get better, My youngest will develop normally, My step son (wow, I will be a step mom to teenagers) will figure things out and get better, and My step-daughter she will be an amazing woman. Our families will all life long and healthy lives, and My best friend and I will be together. FOREVER. I LOVE YOU KDI. You are my LIFE.